[Ry's Journal] WEDNESDAY, JUNE 8, 2016 - 10:21 AM (WATCH TIME):

WEDNESDAY, JUNE 8, 2016 - 10:21 AM (WATCH TIME):

I am running away from my stress again.  "A trip to the Library is just what I need," I tell myself, and in so doing ignore all the promises I made to others.  The irony of my situation doesn't escape me.  By running away from my stress now, all it does is pile up higher as I wait to pick it up until I return home.  It doesn't help that I let myself stress over things outside of my control, either -- not that I'm doing anything to mitigate said stress.

My foolish habit of running away from my own emotions is just as bad, however -- since emotions come from within, and therefore cannot simply be left behind.  Writing is a balm, true, but not a foolproof one -- if there even is such a thing.  "Only a fool can make something foolproof," as I wrote somewhere not that long ago.  "Vurunu sana keena yo," as a rough translation goes.  Ah well, I'll dead with the mess when it blows up in my face.


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